Jan 23 2009
Some Days Just Suck
It’s a good thing I don’t have to deal with too many live human beings today …
Because I am in a real pissy mood!
I think what really threw me off -
Was right after my surgery I felt pretty darn good.
Those first two days at home were fine.
But then the morphine they had put in my spinal fluid wore off.
And I woke up to one big OUCH of pain!
And besides that …
I’m feeling sorry for myself -
That the pathology came back finding cancer cells.
Bitch cancer!
(And since they took my ovaries … it’s instant menopause for me too!)
GEEZ …
I’m cranky, pissy, and sore!
Thank God Craig has been such a doll baby!
He took time off work to stay home and care for me.
And he did an awesome job of it!
It sort of freaked me out a little …
I didn’t know he had it in him!
It must be LOVE!
dawn (a.k.a. iowahippiechick)
I’m not sure how I found your blog. Guess it’s true that there is always somebody else out there who shares your pain. I just found out that my dear husband of 11 years has been doing meth for the past three. Like you, I would not have guessed because I have not noticed any money missing (and I control the $$), he has not lost weight, he has not missed work and I have not noticed a change in moods. I found a meth pipe (but I didn’t know what it was) in his sister’s things in our home. She has been staying with us since her house was repossessed and she has a habit of helping herself to my things. I was about to confront her with it (I knew it was some sort of drug paraphenalia, just not exactly what) when he broke down and told me that it was his and that he has been smoking and snorting meth for three years on and off. Obviously, we have a tough, long road. I haven’t been able to concentrate at all today and my heart is heavy. I’m glad to hear you story and know that you are doing ok with your problems. Sorry to hear about your ob problems and hysterectomy.